I DONT NEED ANY XPLANATION,ALL I NEED IS HIM

Image result for relationship talksJohn & I have been intimate friends, we were really close that people called us husband & wife, but the funniest thing was that we were not dating, funny enough, we were secret lover to each other, we felt for each other, we did things that lovers do other than S*X, the truth is that I love him & I know he does also but no one said it out, hmmm...
For over 12yrs now, I have known him, he is so caring, loving and what any woman can dream of,  because of him, I never had anything to do with any male gender, and I've never seen him with any girl, we do answer each other's call and I have never noticed the sign of any other girl.
The only thing that I don’t get from him is sex, though he knew I am a virgin, sometimes I take it that he is waiting for the right time, most often I do feel horny and really need a man inside me, but d fact is that I haven’t seen any man worth my 1st sex experience other than my John, I kept waiting and hoping, we were just loving each other silently, anytime he comes around, his usual way of greeting me was kissing me on my fore head, and that always sends a sensation down my nerves, I will hold him very tight, wishing I could just tell him what I needed at that point.

Anytime we are 2geda and am on his laps,I usuall get wet uptil d extent dat my juicy wil roll down my legs,bt anytim I noticed a kind of erection in him,he do xcuse himself 2 ease d tension by standing up and doing tins dat wil bring about distraction,realy am starving inside bt am satisfied wit him in every oda tin hoping dat one day,he wil cum up wit d key 2 unlock my golden gate and dig 4rm my wet pot.

Just last 3 months,precisely on d val day,hmmm.... He proposed 2me,telling me dat he luvs and he wants us 2 define our relationship,omg.... D tym I hav eva waited 4,bt I tot my action was going 2 mak him seek 4 me more,dat it wil mak him pant after me d more,I need 2 delay my "YES" as a gal I tot it was d best option nt 2 mak me luk cheap,hmmm... I said 2 him dat actually am nt ready now,I tot he was going 2 persuade me,bt he neva said much,he only said he was happy dat atleast he has d opportunity 2 xpress his heart desire 2me,I told him neva mind,dat I wil let him knw wen am ready bt all dese were all fallacy,I am ready like ready,he made a statement,dat he also want 2 b sure he neva offended me which I told him am okay.
As we are about leaving d food cafe',I told him 2 do me a favour,dat he knws 2day is lovers' day,I just requested a kiss 4rm him,hmmm... As he was bringing his mouth 2 mine,I luk in2 his eyes,I saw luv fire burning in him,I grabbed him wit force as we are standing dere,it was my 1st mouth-to-mouth kiss wit him,it lasted 4 about 30seconds bt my whole panties were soaked wit my juicy,I neva knew dat I could cum just by kissing him,I wish I could just hav him dig me now,hmmm..bt I needed 2 wait.
Days hav gone,weeks hav gone and months too,nobody talked about luv among us,bt he neva changed 4rm who he is.

Am just here wit tears rolling down my eyes,my heart is heavy,could dis b truth or is it a kind of techniques he wants 2 use 2 mak me say yes?
Here wit my is John's wedding invitation card wit anoda gal's name on it and dey are 2 wed in a month tym,God am finished,I need him,I cant be wit any oda man apart 4rm him,"John plz dnt go" I kept on crying 2my self,I hav tried calling him,he said he wil xplain,dat it wasnt his fault,omg God,I dnt need any xplanation,all I need is him.

**Plz Mr. Whitfield I need ur help,do u tink he used dis invitation card as a technique 2 mak me say "YES"?

If it is true dat he is getting married 2 anoda gal,wat can I do? I need him & I cant afford 2 loose him.

Omg God am finished,did I do a wrong tin by delaying my "yes" wen truely I knw I luv him too?

Is it appropraite 4 a gal 2 just say "yes" 2 a guy just on him proposing 4d 1st tym even though dat gal luvs him? Wont it mak her luk cheap?

**Hmmm... Members,am kinda confused here ooo,is dere any help we can offer dis lady? her name is Stella,she is really passing an emotional truama now & all she needs is dis John 2 bring her back 2 life.

She gav John's number as 0805890****(nt 2b aired) and her number as 0807642****(nt 2b aired),she wants us 2 help her bring john back 2 her***

***So my gud family,d ball is now in ur court,plz productive advice***
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